There is a grinding and forcing yourself to do stuff.

There is a nagging sense of incompleteness.

Some of this is because you don't have a clear idea of who you are and what you really want to be.
You need to set an ideal and the work toward that.

If God has set the bar then you need to pray for power to live that out.  He regularly calls us to a life that must be lived by His life giving power. 

Many seem to have the idea that they can just go to the store and grab a can of paint label "make it look cool" and splash it around the kitchen.  You need to decide what you want and then complete the job.

That nagging sense from an incomplete job in the kitchen, bathroom etc.  What you have is a mild case of being out of alignment.  Fix that and you will fell a sense of relief. 

It starts with vision, goes to behaviors, moves to dealing with struggle, getting congruent then on to thriving and daring to do more.
 

Go live boldly.  AF